*charisma*
03-19-2009, 07:50 PM
The problem is basically theres this hijabi girl at my college and ive heard such good things about her etc and whenever i see her it makes me happy, i don't stair at her or anythng but sometimes when im looking in a particular direction she walks by... :( im such a sucker for hijabi's i know i should be lowering my gaze but whenever i see a hijabi or hear good things about a particular 1 i think wow she'd make a good wife she'd raise good muslim kids... im so silly arent i! i know shaytaan puts these fake hopes into my heart but its so hard sometimes... to overcome them coz my lifes so miserable and sad as it is bah!!