Starye'd

:sl: Brothers and sisters

i would like to start by saying i foud islam about a year ago,But in that time i strayed!
Im not sure what went wrong,But sumhow i stopped practasing and my life went upside down,i went to prison and commited many offences and done many bad things.
i have manny muslim friends around me and are there to support me,but i do not wish to tell them my problems as i *think* they see me as a Hafrie now (non belever) but they always tell me that i nead to go jumaat!
But wish to Find my way again,but am affraid in starting again as people at the musjad may Think badley of me as i took up islam and then stoped!
i am not sure of what to do,how to go about picking it up again.
I think one of the problems is i went in head first trying to do everything at once if you know what i mean!
Im not really to sure what i am trying to say,i nead some guidence in my life and i think that islam can make me a better person!
how should i go about practasing again?
im sorry if this makes no sence but i have tryed to explain my problem the best i can!
Thankyou