Evil eye

I have been affected by evil eye for the past few years and there is nothing that is helping getting rid of it.

I've been to many religious people ( and also met a lot fakes along the way)
I have had rukhiya performed on me which proved I have evil eye on me. But nothing has working in getting rid of it, I pray and make dua as much as I possibly can but I don't what's happening to me. I going further and further into depression and I feel I can't live anymore. I can't live this miserable unbearable lonely life. imsad :cry: