:cry:I just got married recently about a month ago, my husband is from abroad. we were seeing each other for over a year and a half. He wanted to visit his parent overseas and i was very sceptical about marrying him before he goes. My parents and myself explained to him that he should go and when he returns then we will make nikah, but he was totallly adament that he wanted make nikah then leave. He is now overseas and there has been alot of quarrel as to why he married out of his country, his parents want him to now marry his cousin sister. He phoned me almost everyday for a month telling me that he does not like her and will never except her. But they are using emotional blackmail on him. Before leaving he held the Quraan promising me that he will return. Suddenly his phone is off, his brother wouldnt take my calls, even if i put a guy on the line, i just cant seem to get hold of him. I think he has given into there request. I dont know how i will break the news to my family. Whats worst is that i am so much in love with him and i just cant seem to see myself without him. I have grown so attached to him and i feels so alone and totally depressed. This has affected my health, my work,my mind. I feel my whole life has just collapsed in front of me. I just dont know how to handle this, i feel to just end my life and have a peaceful sleep. Then i dont have to feel the pain or i dont have to answer everyone. i am going crazy. :cry::cry:. I read all the time, i even wake early hours of the morning to ask Allah for help, but it still hurts, where do i get this Sabar from????????