Dear All,


Over the last couple of years, I have been trying to be a "good muslim"


The last couple of months, ive turned into probably a devil from an Islamic point of view.


Example of a typical week for me
  • Smoke during week
  • Link "females"
  • Drink alcohol once a week
  • Go clubbing once a week
  • Undertake sexual actives once a week
  • Lie to my parents about were im going when I go to the pub

From a society point of view, I’m not a bad human, I do not hurt anyone,
im working and at University and help my family to the best of my
ability.


Currently I’m trying to stop smoking has been 24 hours since last fag.


-> Now, my question is, am I a Muslim? I believe there is Allah up
there but sometimes I question my belief, because sometimes I think
maybe there is not.


I try to justify what I do in my life, which is wrong, for example I
sometimes I try to find loopholes in the Qu’ran for Alcohol.


I know I have offended a lot of people, whilst reading this. But I’m not
a bad person from a society point of view Islam point of view. Yes.


I just want to know, if I am still classed as a “Muslim” and if Allah
would ever forgive me. None of us will know, but I’m sure there is some
guidance in the Qu’ran for people like me.