Salaams again. Hope you all are doing well, and if not inshAllah you will.

So I am definitely ashamed and feeling extremely guilty for not fasting all the fasts for the past few years. I know that Allah is very disapointed in me for this stupid stupid stupid selfish act :embarrass:cry:. I'm 19 now :/ and according to my calculations I have missed around 150 days of fasting. I have started to make each of those days up now, but I am just very scared because earlier today I read on a site with Al-bukhari hadiths that if someone didn't fast or broke it with no excuse can never make up for it. And here I have 150 days stacked up...Plus I don't really have the capability to feed what ever number poor people because I'm a student at the moment and not working. Is there still hope for me?!