ok the only reason i joined these forums is to ask a question
regarding allah
first of all .. this is post of mere question and not intend to insult anyone's belief
the examples might be harsh .. but also are facts
second as my profile says am muslim " kind of "
i was muslim since birth but since few years a question poping in my head which
i found no answer for anywhere
this could be long but i'll try to make it as short as i can

the simple question is .. is allah all fair and wisdom ?
he certinally claim that ... and i certinally don't see this through life
the way i see it
i see poor ... i see rich
i see weak ... i see strong
i see healthy .. i see sick
there's beauty .. and there's ugly
there's happiness and there's sadness .. the list goes on forever
where is the wisdom and fairness in that ?

what sets the people from the first class above .. over the second class ?
in what rights people must work for their whole life for simplest things
that other got before they were born ?

what makes the person with happy life more special to have a good life
and what makes the person too ****ed to get bad life with poor resources ?
the same thing could be applied for all above ...

but on the outcome allah will judge eventally all of us for all i know with no regard
for our situations in life .. and the path some are " forced " to take

for example : a rich person allah have adviced honest marriage and to thank allah for his blessings on him
but a poor person who wouldn't afford marriage ? what did allah advice ? to fast
that's right .. by the way am an arab and i know what am talking about
a person who can't afford marriage god adviced him to fast " doesn't make sense to me "
but supposedly fasting reduce the lust
however this is a mere example

so god gave the rich the means to enjoy life .. while given the poor .. an extra duty replacing
one of life's joy

there's no wisdom in that ... if there's i certinaly don't see it

moving on ..
a person who lives hard life .. eiather is poor .. sick .. ect ect
have harsh life which sometimes is forced to ask these kind of question
which i view them as questions with no answer and will lead eventally to believe in god's existence .. but ain't worth of worship .. " the state i reached "

this is not question i came up with yesterday or so
this is the result of years in search for question that allah did not answer
by all means am 22 now .. this question been with me since i was 16
any one with suitable explaination please share .. it's most welcome AND needed
now please before attempt to answer this .. read below
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it's not that this the first time am asking such thing so i got answers which i consider
flawed and non realistic or not rational here they are so i don't get the same answers i dismissed in the past

answer 1 : the life is only one part of human existence
there's the afterlife where god would give those who weren't given in life

dismissed for : person with happy life and comfortable one is easier for him to thank god for his blessing and all
but what about a person with hard life who the life had forced to question the order of things
and to question allah's wisdom coz there's no answers enough
that person might be forced to say : why the hell i should work hard to get what i want and always not enough .. while other people born with life of luxury
and come up with the conclusion allah is not fair
such questions are poisoned but once asked there's no turning back and the answers so far
aren't convicing ... to point it simple
it's eaiser to thank god by rich person with happy life
than to have patience of person with bad life

answer 2 : life can't go on if we're all rich or poor there must be people who have money to give other people's to do jobs these people don't do

dismissed for : simply what makes the person with money better than the cleaners of the streets ? why are those who meant to clean .. and the others are meant to be rich to pay for it ?
again .. no wisdom .. no explination

answer 3 : allah gives who ever he wants

dismissed for : being the most stupid answer ever coz it doesn't answer anything but further prove my theory of allah ain't fair .. which i hate to say but forced to

answer 4 " my favorite " : allah got reason behind his acts which are reason a human beings with their limited thinking can't know them

dismissed for : the reason it's my favorite answer coz it's the closest to be true .. but alas also flawed
suppose allah really did has reason to do what he does .. a reason we cannot understand because
we were created in a way which we weren't meant to understand allah's acts
so when we see god's acts as wrong .. they got reason behind them
but since we are human beings and can't see those reasons .. it's stupid to consider those reasons without knowing them .. because allah and islam encourage us to use our brain
not to shove it in the dark and follow blindly
and when we use our brain .. we come out with questions that got no answers

answer 5 : world is a test

dismissed for : the test vary from people to other .. some tests are eaiser and some tests are harder ... again there's no fairness in that those who fail at hard test are wronged compared to those who success at simple tests
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so people .. any person with answers beside the above listed .. is very welcome
as much as i doubt there's any .. but nothing gained nothing lost
and thanks in advance